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Hello there my wonderful readers. I hope your week has started off well. I have been shopping today for ingredients for my extra hot chilli con carne for tomorrow night. Just as I had suspected Trixie is coming alone, even though we did insist that she bring somebody with her. Hmmmm maybe nobody wanted to come with her. Maybe she didnt have any friends. As much as I disliked this girl, I wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy. Friends are so important, dont you think? My friends have always been there for me whenever I have needed them and I would hate to think of my life without Tommy in it, shudder the thought! 

I have another party on Thursday night. One of Tommys friends in fact. He has been texting me all day, begging to come but I have told him in no uncertain terms that he isnt allowed to come. I have heard that it is illegal so I dont want to take any chances, no matter how long i have known him. I havent heard off him in a few hours so I have obviously upset him, so I will just leave him for tonight and call him tomorrow once hes calmed down. Poor Tommy!!!! He hated being left out of things so I vowed to invite him up soon for a night out and stay over, just like old times.

Jake worked until late again tonight and my mind was working over time again even though I knew that he would be there alone. He had rung me early in the day and told me not to bother to cook and order a take out instead. So i had done as he said ( i didnt need to be told twice) and ordered a curry for us both. I have just eaten mine and jake called ten minutes ago to say that he was leaving. Hooray, i mumbled  to myself sarcastically.

Over the weekend he had also mentioned some sort of course that he will need to go on in April and that he would be gone for two whole days. What I havent asked him yet is whether his admirer will be attending too. Is it because im afraid what the answer might be and I will burst a few blood vessels or is it simply because I had forgotten to? This is the question to which I still hadnt worked out the answer. However no matter the reason, the subject would need to be brought up and soon xxx

Oh well the day of reckoning is almost upon us so I will leave it there and be sure to fill you in on all of the grisly details on Thursday xx

Till then take care of each other and stay loyal xxx

Much Love LilyBee xxxx